Long time since I said I was back 
... I suppose there has been nothing much going on to blog about... or has there?
Autumn came to the village, I feel old and tired today.
I don't know what's the matter with me, or maybe I do...
I'm really down 'cos I treat the love of my life worse than she deserves... She loves me, I love her... but I'm all too possessive, feeling I'm fencing her in, when what I really want is to set her free and allow her to come or go as she pleases... Hard to explain... maybe I'll do that another time... I feel like a bloomin' stalker. She says she's not feeling stalked but looked after... good. Even so I have to cut down on the looking after and let her fly freely. Won't let her go though - she won't let me and I have no whish whatsoever to be without her... rather the opposite - be even closer...
later peeps
